Rock Bottom

You know you've hit rock bottom when the theme song of your life may as well be a refrain from a Bollywood love-song:

jaan-e-jaan Dhoondti phir rahii
hoon tumhe raat din mai.n yahaa.n se vahaa.n
mujhko aawaaz do, chup gae ho sanam
tum kahaa.n?

And to make matters worse: it's a duet and nobody is singing back to you.